I'm just going through a different phase in my life now. Having been bored by the redundant work and boring responsibilities...I just want to try something new and exciting. Travel alone with no particular destination in mind...spend a day with a total stranger enjoying simple things that I miss out in everyday busy life...start writing a book filled with my childhood silliness (of course, send a free copy to all critics..whether they like it or not, at least they have a copy of my book now, which they would not buy otherwise). Something different from my ordinary mundane life.
I can't really come up with a plan, travel is not easy with my immigration situation now (tired of US locations). Thought of my visit to Carribean islands all alone few years back...sounds strange, right? Yes..I did and enjoyed it..thoroughly. Well actually....the travel part was done alone but made quite a few friends when I reached there. Tasted my first cocktail, not realizing the (quantity of) alcohol in it. When my old friend and newly met friends took me to beach, the nice warm feeling of the alcohol (which surprisingly did not mess up with my system) and the cool breeze rekindled my spirit and I remember jumping like a kid on the shore. Could not believe that I was 24, while expecting my silly wishes to come true if the beer bottle thrown into the sea returns back to me. The night spent near the light house overlooking the ocean...gosh, that was the most beautiful thing I ever experienced...the sense of freedom. That's exactly what is lacking in life now..the thrill and freedom. The child inside me is screaming desperately for a change. I don't wanna be the fine woman with perfect etiquette...there is nothing wrong in being crazy sometimes.
